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Hey dickhead, how about you add the new one if you haven't already, mmk sound good?!
this ones all messed up, cause i don't know why.
no one likes it anyway.
it used to be cool.
SO ADD
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or die.
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[09 Mar 2005|05:35pm] |
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So, i've finally come to the conclusion, that i don't need a guy, or a relation ship, all those things just make you want to feel worse about your self. they are nice, don't get me wrong, and if i had the chance to be in one i would most def. take it. And it would be nice to have him back, but you know, things don't always work out, but they do happen for a reason.
saw this in alice's, and i stole it, i want people to do it for me too.
Everyone comment anonymously:
++Name one or two things you would change about me. Something physical, mental, emotional, the way I act like I said, anything
my birthday is in 11 days. ;D
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[01 Mar 2005|12:13pm] |
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Uhm, yeah, yesterday i went to nicoles, and we hung out at mallory's with tommy, winnie, GABBY. then we walked home and made rap songs..
BARBEQUE
ME & YEWWWWW
STINKAY PINKAY
PHEWWW PHEWW
FARMILLY JILLY
YOU GOT A WILLY
then went to the store and bought simple plan t-shirts and listen to simple plan all night, until we went to the store cause i needed goldfish. and then annoyed people sooo bad online. funn. today = no school. and i might be going sleddin with sam and the clique er something crazed like that. blah blah blah i have too much energy and everyone im talking to is like, ew shut up, so im going to go shower, bye.
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let's see who gives a mighty mother effer:D
FILL IT OUT♥
thanks! (:
fill this out : ]
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
[33] What's your name?
friday mallory calls me and was like come to the movies, so i ate pizza and met up with her nicole and sam at the front and they attacked me. it was pretty cool, so we get into the movie which had already started and it consisted of Alice, Nicole, Mallory, Tommy, Kelly, WInston, and Amanda. I had already seen that movie as did Chelsey. Alice, and Nicole, soo we went the starbucks. Ran into megan, zack, bernard, and jiji. Me chelsey sam and nicole all played HOOPLAH until alice's sister came and got me nicole and alice and chelsey. We hung out in her room and talked forever, then at 12 went downstairs and talked in the kitchen, forever. Chelsey left around 1 cause she was feeling under the weather :-( we woke up at like 930 and i left at like 1230 on saturday, I went home and like i was home for 5 min and then nicole called me and was like. im going to see baby lambs pick you up at 2 BYE. well sorta. And then she did. We called dusty, he said he was on his way, and then we put in the notebook until he got there, we hung out in her room then it was off the movie theater. It took us forever to walk there, but we went to mc.donalds and then to the movie theaters to ge our picture thing, we did and then went to star bucks, jordan R called me with his funny accent and we went to meet him at giant. He did, him playing whale bucket. We went into giant and sat in the isales. It was quite fun, nicole wanted to leave cause it was getting dark me and nicole always have the best walks home, we just talked about everything, well two things in general, very very serious. we came home and watched the notebook and almost fell asleep. Then around 900 the most terrible thing happend. Me and nicole broke her internet. Haha it was quite funny though, cause were no electrians so i think we messed it up more, well after awile, like around 930 we were like just fuck that. So we just sat and talked. And then i was feeling crappy so we went to bed. We woke up this morining and did stuff and then called chance, we walked down there and hung out with him and nicole R for a bit, watching stupid things on TV, but it was alot of fun. We came home and watched some of whatever then i came home
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[25 Feb 2005|10:23am] |
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ID JUST LIKE TO SAY THAT TODAY 2//25
I PROVED DUSTY WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG.
now, for the entry
Yesterday was awesome. We didn't have school cause there was like less than an inch of snow outside? Yeah i don't get it either. But anyway, i spent most of my day "cleaning" and when i was "done" i met saAm at the mailbox, we then ventured to charlies to try to reuinte the neighborhood "clique". Of course he was in shorts, we talked awile and then the big hunk of bubble gum aka big lu came out and he was like blah blah blah and then they had to go inside and me and sam took a nature walk back to my house, playing in the slush as we go. And i saw a "snow plow" but it was really just some loud truck and then we went back to my house and were about to make hot coco but my kitchen is being torn apart and remodled so we have no oven/microwave to cook it in. So my mom had this BRIGHT idea to go to my neighbors and be like, can i borrow some hott water?! but i told her it was silly and we hooked up the microwave. We sat and drank it and attempted to play cards, but sam started telling me this story, "One time i was in this fihgt with a girl and i was wearing a dress and there were these tire swings we used to play on, i mean they were big tires.." okay yeah i thought that story was going somewhere, but really i was just a bunch of random things that have nothing to do with anything, melissa called, and my mom was really funny trying to pronouce "my boo" anyway, we then started getting ready to go to her house, and while sam was putting on her RAIN BOOTS, i grabbed a bandanna and told her to come rob a bank with me, pretty funny. K, so we went to melissa's making out footprints all craazy so no one could follow them. We got to melissa and watched Love, actually. Good times guys. The octapus was my favorite. :-) WE HERE! Me and sam had to leave and so we sang and walked backwards all the way homes. Me and sam don't hang out much anymore, but when we do we have the best times, and i couldn't begin to describe it in a online journal. pssh no.
And well i had this cool dream last night. (im gonna post it here, cause i told jenna i would tell her about my cool dream. but shes not on and ill forget.)
i was in some kind of warehouse/WalMart type of place, with jenna, nicole, dylan, jordan, melissa, dusty, and jessica.
and i got undressed in one of the aisle...
i was running around, covering my girlie parts with my hands, trying to find the aisle that my clothes were lying in...
and me and the girls were just running around, goofing off and stuff... and dusty jordan and dylan were sitting in the bike asile eating chile and singing row row row your boat uber loud over the intercom i don't really know why they were there. they just were..
and then i started chasing around some 8 year old that looked like dylan plus this girl i know goes to my school but in girl form, after i got dressed, trying to get him er her to go out with me, or something.
then he took this monster truck and started chasing me he was yelling in like spanish/french/jibberish and then
Oh, and then it was effed up.
at the end of the dream, we went to some oriental place to eat, and since they didn't serve chopped up insect parts anymore, me and melissa ordered fried rice with chopped up cheerleader parts in it aka jessica + a side of nicole.
And we all went home .. to my home which they all lived at and went skinny dipping in my pool of yellow liquids.. =/
there was something about a dinosaur but i don't remember it was a long time ago.
Dylan said he knew what i ment, and i don't. And he uh won't tell me.
so, um show tonight? i duno if im going cause my parents won't take me cause of the roads? er something, and im loosing my voice, i think im getting sick and last time i was sick slakjdlkada it happend. And i might go see man of the house with alice and all those AWESOME people and sleepover? i just, don't know.
Ode to Nicole the Skank
oh oh oh oh it’s Nicole the Skank
i’d rhyme but i can’t find a word that rhymes with skank
she’s an effing ninja and she knows it
and she thinks she’s more gangsterr than me and we all know
that’s a LIE
i loves her like peanut butter loves jelly
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So today.
i came home from a long day at school
and nicole called me and told me to come over cause we had a mission we had to do
we got there and did secret dance moves/listend to secret songs
dusty joined
HAD HAD HAD to go to giant cause we needed fuel, aka guzzlers
we went on an adventure to the deep depths of winstons neighborhood
i saw osama bin laden
& we were gonna go chase him
but we had no horse and buggy to catch up with his car
met up with people i have NEVER MET IN MY LIFE. wink wink (john, tommy, winston, fatty, blonde haired boy)
got kiddnapped for free, then we went on a long trip to the school and played some bball with the homies
i won.
we back to wistons cause it was too hardcore
and then got kiddnapped.
then me and nicole ran away
dusty had a scary face
sat cause we were tired
went to the food lion area, im surprised we didn't get shot. =O
everyone pretty much left us (the 3 amigos dusty nicole and Xtina.) all alone in food lion
we learned sex tips
dad picked us up
took nicole and dusty to their house because they were going to die.
i went to lowes with my dad and bought rope light, cause im amazing.
became a pop singer and sang all the way home.
&& it was just like any other day. :* kisskissbye.
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[22 Feb 2005|07:55pm] |
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i hate my hair.
i think i'll cut it somemore.
<\3.
oh.
& im gaining weight like crazy
i'm seriouse. im going to stop being vegif this continues.
my posts suck.
nothings up.
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[21 Feb 2005|05:15pm] |
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So seeing how everyone puts song lyrics in their posts now a days, and be a trend whore, heres one.
If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone.
And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone.
Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state.
You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way.
So last night was sooo much fun, me and nicole def. went to baltimore and had dinner and walked around. and it was the most fun i have had in a long while. we came home and i tried sleeping but right as i was about to get to sleep. then dusty calls and i don't even really remember talking to him, but then i finially offically woke up and he was tired. so i sat online, while nicole slept, and talked to randoms. and thats all. bye bye beautiful
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Sunset Strip bitch
He reads women's magazines, swears the truth doesn't phase him
He knows the hottest bras for fall and how to make her fall in
love
In four or five days or less, guess it depends on the stars
And how well he has memorized his dating dos and don'ts he says
I'm ready to go
Gonna see my name underneath the stars when I walk the Boulevard
The horoscope today said things would go my way
Sunset Strip bitch
She's right, its him.
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[19 Feb 2005|02:24pm] |
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So wow, yesterday and girls night was a BLAST.
Friii.
School actually wasn't bad, best day i have had in a looong long time. ICP we tested "drugs" in a lab, spanish we did our speaking formatives, and guess who got 20 outta 20, just guess, KRISTINA. cool ehh? Okay then goverment was awesome, we didn't get anything accomplished which reminds me i have to that ECR, and our sub was really funny, she wears werid clothes. haa. I passed notes with gabby, & gabby + riley, pretty much him just making fun of us and us making fun of him, with gabrielles teacher hand writing. Lunch was fun espically aaron's singing to his fav. song. And math was just math, skdjaslkd.
Got home and made plans for a girly night with Jessica and Jennarator, melissa came over, she was invited to go, and we went to get her stuffs & then jessica came and got us, we yip yapped on our way to get jennaRATOR, and picked her little azz up and it was off to dinner at fridays, we had to wait a long long time so we fooled around and it was mad fun :-) love those gurrrrls. heh. yeah. We got out table and me and jenna def. ordered off the kids menu cause cuz's think alike. let me tell you. We chatted about things and pretty much just laughed and were immature little girls, and then we orderd a sundae and that was gone in .2 seconds flat, then we ran to the movie theather in hopes we wouldn't pee our selves. good thing, we got there just in time. Okay then we hung out and saw some randoms, then STOP PULLING MY CROTCH, whats wrong with your mouth?! we just made fools of our selves and were stupid. yay. got an AWESOME picture taken. yeah its sitting right here next to me on my desk, and it pretty hott. We ran into CHANCE AND TRAVIS, oh and others. And hung out with them like all night, they made my night 23 times better. I didn't really pay attention to the movie, but it was funny, and yeah the whole time i just remember laughing either about the movie or something funny some one did. Well after we hung out in the lobby and then got our ride, took jennaRATOR home, then jessssssssssssssss. Singing kelly clarkson and its raining men. And me and melissa came back home and talked online with chance and matt and then went to bed.
This morning we watched some fosters, made ramen, listend to hellogoodbye and then she left, i took a shower, and im about to go to her house, maybe with nicole? i don't know, i've apprently messed up another friendship. great.
but at last i have realized that i do have a great life, and im going to stop taking advantage of that, i think im on good terms with everyone, ( if im not they haven't told me.. ) So im going to stop complaining. Yeah your happy. And nothing else is new besides now me and matt s. are going out. cool stuff. :-)
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[16 Feb 2005|07:27pm] |
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This is everythign i have thought about today, all in one post.
I don't have time to talk about boyfriends and friendship drama. I don't have time to talk about anything like that. Because everything changes in a heartbeat.
Friends turn into lovers. Someone you hardly know becomes a friend. A friend turns into your enemy. While you're just watching it go by.
There's nothing you can do about it. No reaction you can have to it. Anger, Sadness, Relief. You can't think like that. Just sit back with knowing eyes that whatever happens, happens for the better. Nobodies ment for eachother. You might think that way though highschool and such, But There's always someone better. In a world of a billion people. Why limit it to just the people that go to your school. They aren't even a 10th of a percent of everyone who is out there. I'm not the greatest person in the world. I'm stuck up, self centered and pretty much a bitch to anyone I really don't know. Why impress?
Alot of people just need to grow up.
No, correct that.
I need to grow up.
i want to let you go, but you have to let me..
and well, its nice to see where i stand with you.
your comments hurt me more than i think you realize.
i hear everything that comes out of your mouth and you sometimes dont think before you speak.
i am NOT fine.
we are NOT fine.
and hey remember..relationships can end. but friends are forever.
pretty soon you wont have anyone.
Uch I'm really not liking you. But I can't help but love you. You make me feel stupid and dumb. You make me feel like a whore. Do you think I like this? Why do you intentionally hurt me? All I do is care for you and give you all of my attention and then you turn around and treat me like I'm nothing. I have given so much up for you and you havn't done a thing. You say you care about me but lately all you've been doing too anyone is being a fcuking dick. And are you trying to make me feel bad. And I hope you're happy with yourself because it's working.
i still love you though.
with everything in me.
i feel helpless but i dont want to show it. i have never relied on anyone, and i dont want anyone, but i cant stop wanting you. somtimes i can be so overly dramatic..im sure ill read this post later and think about how stupid i sound, and i guess i really did have time to write about drama. feel free to comment and tell me what a stupid person i am.
but right about now is when i want to thank everyone whose there for me, you guys know who you are and i don't think you guys get how much it means to know i have friends that i can come too with anything, the feelings too good for words, so thanks.
im going to go write a poem, cause i haven't in awile and i want to see if i still got my creative side. sorry for the waste of your time.
half hearted love,
me.
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theres so much drama
its worse than any daytime soap opera.
And i for one are sick and fucking tired of it
GROW THE FUCK UP
& on that note im not updating for a long while
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tOday = REALLY REALLY GooD.
tOmOrrOw = kristinO & nicOles WALKHoMEToHERHoUSEDAY
oh voltage: go on, tell me how WONDERFULY AWESOME i am.. go on.
give it up 502: kristina hall you are so WONDERFULY AWESOME .. i just can't describe
give it up 502: now tell me how AMAZINGLY EXQUISITE i am.. im waiting.
um, no comment.
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LOOK AT MY LIVEJOURNAL =O
does it look.
better o worse?
yeah so im adding this now..
Jessica def. wrote me a valentine, cause i told her that morning to write me a 4 page love letter, and she DID!! with picture and everything =) wow.. looooove her.
winstonprice0931: ann hall they should make a super hero from you
oh voltage: YEAH THEY SHOULD
winstonprice0931: if i ever got to create a super hero it be uhh super ANN
winstonprice0931: and your slogan would be ANN CANN!
okay so all that made my day..
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[14 Feb 2005|03:42pm] |
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It makes me so freaking envious of people in happy little couples.. because I am not one of them... but maybe that just means that later in life I am going to fall in love with the most perfect guy ever.. and live happily ever after... lets just hope ♥
Okay that was lame.
So seriously.
Today's V-day.
And I'm lonely.
Okay, done.
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So, yesterday + today was just what i needed.
I sat around yesterday and then nicole came over, we fixed up her livejournal but it was alot of fun cause we make everything fun. The we put on boxers and danced around saying "damn it feels good to be a gangster" made food and then around 930 after we planed out our music video meliz (melissa) came over and we watched the notebook around 1030 and it was a cute movie and around 1230 when it was over we went to bed after listening to old pop songs, we woke up, melissa left and me and nicole went crazy. Between yelling about making cheese pizza and being vegan to putting dye in her hair, to annoying the fucking hell outta people, to dancing and running around lu in circles, i must say, today was a day to remember. She left and i went online and im still here, talking to people about random thingsyay. Next weekend i think im going to rent a bunch of scary movies and watch them. Buuut, im going to need some one to watch them with me so i don't know.
i wasn't gonna update for awile but im uber bored. =| i have a goverment project that needs to be done, so byeyay
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